I once asked God that why it is difficult to find you, to meet you? Why people have to leave everything to come to you? Why people have to wait for many lives to be with you. HE was laughing. Which surprised me. He said that who says? EVeryone is just spreading rumours! Reality is how many actually want to come to me? But what about people who are going to temple everyday? What about those people who are spending hours worshipping you everyday. He again laughed and said that let’s see what all they want? Everyone wanted someone or something. No one had a desire I want to be with you. Sometimes they expressed that they wanted to meet, but they had so many doubts if they can or that question itself started with the belief that they cannot but let me try. But then came a bright light, he said that he wanted to be with him, and he really wanted to be with him. he looked tired but happy, he was grateful, he surrendered his day. He did not want any help or anything. he just wanted to feel him and he did.
Then I saw God full of love like a mother. He smiled and said, I have always been there but are you there? People goto temple for themselves not for me. They thank me for the things I do for them not for me. But I am never far, I wait for the day when someone comes to me for me. I have never said no for anything> Whatever they ask i give. If they ask for me, I give myself too! But do you really want me? I have heard even questions like what would I get by having God? Or I shall have God so that I can have everything. In reality, very rare someone asks for me. When he does, people would say, it’s rare to get him. let’s say, it’s rare to ask for me. I am there, was there and will be there. But who wants me for me? I also want love. But then I am present in everyone and everything and I get that love through everything. I am there. I am there. I am there. i am there.
