Ok..after 2 days I got a chance to write it and get back to online regime….I am not travelling but neither at my own home….so kinda have a different schedule and some how my laptop does not catch the broadband here..what the hack…..called up broadband service provider and they also couldnt do much..actually could not do anything….I banged the phone..not rudely…yeah..kind of little rude as he said when we dont have a problem why are you calling and I was like its your duty to get me connected it is..and then he started..coz he couldnt get it fixed..so you call later as our servers are down..so I said…..B*****t..oops…coz I know they are scripted..but I know I wasnt loud and I didnt scream…..my cousin also having construction at home..so his lines also were demaged….finally had to drag him to get line up on his laptop too…so you know when you are reading and its coming after great efforts…lol
Life is strange…you want lots of things or you expect them to be like this you dont know whether you need them or not…you feel you should be doing all these things coz you think you are expected to do those, now the question is whether you ought to do that or not is debatable..your try to find excuse to run away from that as you are not willing you feel that they are imposed on you..the things which you really wanna do dont need anyone’s approval nor they wait for anyone..you just get onto them… so decide what you think..what you should do..what you want to do….once you have a clear mind..believe me it wont matter after that what others think of you and life would be much simpler.
