One person was going through some problems with his wife. She was shouting at him at high pitch. He was scared of her. However, he silently kept cursing her. He was praying that she should starve and should die of hunger and many other curses like this. When he came to me, he was in very bad physical state. Whatever he was thinking of bad for his wife had started happening to him. I told him that he need to keep patience and feel more love. He said that how much more patience he needs to keep? Well he was keeping patience from outside not from inside. From inside he always kept talking very bad things and from outside as he did not have courage and he felt that he cannot do anything, so he did not speak anything. But in reality he was talking a lot. He said that where does it matter, no one knows what he was talking inside himself. But when he is talking, someone else is listening or why else we would talk inside. It means subconsciously we know that someone is listening and that is why we are talking. We do not go and stand in front of a wall and start talking. But we keep talking inside because we know someone is listening. So who is listening here? A communication is a two way process. So there has to be someone or else we would not continue.
Who is this someone? One is us or self and of course the other one is God or Universe. So whatever we are talking, we are directly talking to God or Universe and that is why whatever we are talking to ourselves, is coming to reality so fast. We keep saying, our thoughts are creating our world, our lives every moment, but how? Because it’s a direct communication with God and God is listening. Now is this really what we want to talk to God? We are always so worried about what would others think of us but have we bothered even once, what would God think of us? What would Universe think of us? If we would take a break and give a deep thought, may be the way we talk to ourselves or inside us would change forever. Then we would always like to think of more love and happiness. We would always like to present ourselves in the best possible way. We would be our nicest selves.
