He said he wanted to work. He was working hard. And always said that God had been unfair to him. His father handed over the business to his brother. His wife supported him but something was missing. he ignored his wife and child totally. For everything he said that life had been unfair to me and I have to make up for it. Day after a night is the rule of this Universe. His life also saw a bright sun. His factory started prospering and he saw abundance coming in from all the directions. Now, when his wife and child craved for his attention, he again had something similar to say. He said that he had to prove himself to the world that he was better than anyone else. His business kept growing and he kept getting busier. One day, his wife asked him that if he had to choose between family and factory, what would he choose. He did not say anything and she left along with the child. For years she waited but then she realized it did not matter to him.
He always cursed his home and his mother’s working status. His mother worked hard starting from morning to evening. He was studying in a very good school, where most of the kids came from very strong financial background. He felt ashamed of where he was coming from. He grew up with similar mindset. He always taunted his mother. He worked hard but failed. He could not earn enough to send his children to a decent school. That time he realized how hard his mother must have worked to send him to a good school despite of having no education. he could not afford something good even after having a good degree in his hands.
He always smoked and drank alcohol. He ate what all he felt. His mother always tried stopping him saying, he should take care of his health. Finally at the age of 23, he was hospitalized and doctor asked him to stop everything if he wanted to survive. HE could not even eat normal food properly for one year.
I always believe in gratitude. I always believe in looking at what’s there first before asking for more. I feel deservingness comes from gratitude. Please value your family. Please value your work. Please value your health. Please value what life has offered you. please value your own life. Do not for life to take it from you. Gratitude heals everything. Gratitude brings more.
