I keep telling myself I can fight and I would never give up. But its not that simple, to stand by your own words is hell lot of a task. It will test your endurance and test how much you can withstand. You may fight biggest battles and a small blow can kill your motivation to fight. You cannot win the battle with no motivation to fight even if you have best weapons and with your motivation you can win the war even if you are low on weapons.
I promise myself again that I will withstand every blow and will not give up. I am ready to face what may come. I pray to God to give me the strength and to abide by my own commitment.