Mom said my beta would become this..papa said..my son would become this..whenever I did something…they always said..look at him..look at her..be a brave like Subash Chander Bose, they always taught me with comparisons…they said they were so great and you should be like them if you want to be great…I did not know what is great nd what is ordinary..but I learned that this is what I need to be like…I was never told who am I and and how to find that…I kept becoming someone else and kept losing myself..when I looked into the mirror, I did not recognise myself as I never saw myself, I had always seen the dreams of becoming someone else..not until one day i realised that who would become me if I become someone else..and I found no one..then I decided that I need to be be me atleast, so that this place is not vacant..I dont want to leave a void in my own life..and this I is about everyone…we all are common people as we all want to be like others, we live our lives in comparisons and keep demeaning our ownselves…when someone else does same..we feel bad and inside we keep doing same..we feel insulted when someone else compares and satisfy our own ego by doing it inside..but I am me..I dont have to compare because then I am a unique individual and no one can be me..then atleast I am there..but if I lose myself and I am not there then definitely I am no where…
