For last one week, my laptop was not working and I was feeling bad about same. However, I could work on my sister’s laptop and did not miss it so much. My laptop was out of warranty so bringing it back to workable condition created a big bill. For a moment I was feeling that I am paying extra by getting it repaired in the company but immediately i felt I am so grateful to God that God has given me enough that I could afford to pay its bill. I am grateful that I have a laptop and I can maintain it. This feeling happened today morning in sync with what happened yesterday. After my yesterday’s blog on faith and fear I was having discussion with someone and we were talking about loving God and how any kind of fear is call for devil. God would never create fear, its us who have learned fear and we transfer that fear to every next generation in legacy. We are told that its difficult to meet God even after millions of life times. One in billions get to God. However, we know the reality that God is inside us but we are so badly conditioned about God being so far from us. So we reach to God only when we need him, to complaint about the life we feel is controlled by God. However, how often we love God? How often we think of God because we want to give him something? How often we think of God, because we simply want to say I love you. When we are in love, we do so many things out of love especially to make other person smile. But how often do we actually do anything to make God smile?
