She felt she was hated by everyone. She was 35, looked pretty and did everything she could to be in everyone’s good book. But she hated her life and herself. She ended up hating everyone around. She felt how can she love her life when everyone just hated her. She wanted to be happy but with so much hatred and so much hate word in her head how can she be. It is like expecting to smell lavender while you are sitting on the garbage pile.
The journey started from within. before we want others to like us, love us, we have to start liking ourselves. But how can we? All the time? Sometimes, we do not look good. Sometimes we have put on weight. Sometimes, we have messed up. Sometimes we have some bad things to someone. So many things keep happening. And above that, sometimes, people do same. They remind us of our follies. They remind us, how bad we have been always or sometimes. It is like no one remembers 200 good deeds but one bad deed. So how it is possible to fall in love with such complication again and again.
Yes, we have to. We need to find that small temple inside, where we can sit quietly and forgive ourselves and everyone else. Where we can simply love our lives because we have stood up so far. Because we have been fighting and not giving up. because we have been trying to improve. Because we have been helping people. because we have been making an effort to make people smile. Because we are going to make it. because we are made up of love. Because we are made by love. because this life is beautiful with all it’s ups and downs. The day is beautiful with day and night. So we are perfect with all the dark sides too. Because we have a bright side too. Because we will spread our light when it’s day. We need to see ourselves in the day light rather than in the night and we will see how beautiful we are inside and outside. Just fall in love with yourself everyday again and again.
It is about the attitude and choice we will make.
