She was always stressed. If someone came nearby, she would scream. She would tell them, how insensitive they were. her children were scared of her. Her servants were scared of her and her husband was scared of her. She felt she had no friends. She wondered what was wrong with her life and her that everyone stayed away from her. She wanted to be peaceful and she wanted to be loved but she was unable to.
I asked her if she really wanted to be peaceful, what was she doing about it? All the time she was thinking of things like what’s wrong with what her servant was doing. How could she make them work extra? How could she control her kids better? How could she make her husband give her more money? Now the problem was, it would never satisfy her because she always wanted more and more. So they would have a limit to give more. Because she is always thinking about more, they would never meet her expectations. So she would always be anxious, angry and frustrated. As her energy would always be so negative, she would have an energy that would repel people.
So she had to start thinking and doing things which would give her peace.
She had to start thinking about peace. She had to start giving things that would give her peace. So she started taking a morning walk, rather than just sitting and watching how her servants were doing. By the time she came back, she felt most of the things were done and she felt extremely peaceful.
She started analyzing how much money she needed and for what rather than how much more she could take. She also started talking to her kids with love and they also started responding with peace. She started focusing on peace and she started getting peace.
She would take a break a few times a day to know if she was feeling any angry or bad. If she was, she would immediately counsel that thought. MOre peaceful she became, more positive her energy was. Gradually she started feeling that people were staying more around her. They were smiling and happy.
Think of peace and you will get one. Its not possible otherwise.
