Someone told me few years back that the purpose of life is to merge back into God and even our holy books say this. Why do we have to do this? Because this ks who we are. Fair enough! So the journey is from me to me. The person got confused. How can it be from me to me. Well because you said that this is who we are. But if the purpose is this, why aren’t we told same? Why are we kept away? No one is hiding it. It is just that we have to make an effort for that but yes information does reach to everyone at some point of time. Once the information reaches, then why aren’t we doing that? Why are we told that it takes millions of years of hard work to meet God. He said I do not know, we have been told same and I believe in same. I wondered who would answer and I started asking myself. Asking myself meant asking God because this is who we are. And the answer I got hit me hard. God said it is not difficult to meet me, just that no one is interested in meeting me. But then people come to temple, churches, mosques etc? They follow so many rules so that they can be on your path and many things like that. God started smiling. He said that do you think they come to me for me? They do not come to me for me, they all have own desires and they come to me for that. Sometimes they come to me for fear. They fear that I am the most powerful one here and if they would not come to me, they would make me angry and it would bring something bad on them. But very rarely someone comes to me for my love or to meet me. That I have been missing you and I want to be with you. I am immune to what others are desiring. Because it is happening always. Now, my situation is like of a parent, who keeps doing everything for his children and children to come to him when they need something. How would you feel, if you would know that your child comes to you when he needs you not because he loves you. If it is happening everytime, it would start paining you. Similarly it does pain me but still I seek my happiness in everyone’s happiness. However, if someone comes to me for my love and for me, I would be happiest and I would meet that person. they do not meet me, because they do not want me. They want things from me.
The conversation is painful but eye opening. We blame things and then we keep doing same things.
