One fine day he woke up and found that his father was no longer there. His father left him when he was 10 years old writing that he loved someone else before even he got married and finally he had the opportunity to be with his love. He looked at his mother after reading the letter and she was crying. She started living with hatred and died of cancer eventually after 10 years. He was 20 when his mother died. In all these 10 years, he struggled for finances and his mothers health. Now, he had no reason to live for and he wondered what should he do, where shall he go? He had already seen a life tougher than we all would have seen. He had no interest in enjoying life or making something out of it. For him being alive means suffering. But his mother had always told him that should fight! Which means he could not die. But with whom he was fighting? Who was standing against him? He had no answer! He decided that he would fight against life, a life of challenges and hardships, a life of sufferings. But he did not know what were his weapons? He kept thinking and somewhere he felt that he could do anything he wanted to and if he sets out to. He started walking and he heard someone saying we have God inside us. Often we have heard this thing, but we do not believe and live with that. He started walking with this belief that he had God inside him. Which also made him believe that there was no difference between him and God. If there was no difference, he could do anything. His mind was like a blank paper and what was getting written on it, was getting permanent in his belief system. But if there is no difference, then what should he do? He had all the power but what had to be done with that power? He was sitting alone and someone came to him. He said what are you thinking? He told him what he was feeling. That gentleman was also going through some financial problems. So he asked him what to do. he wondered that he was struggling with his own life and someone had come to ask him. He told him that he could fix the problems and he had the power. That gentleman believed and shared the solution in his mind. He said that it would work if he would believe because it would mean that God believes in that idea. The idea worked and that gentleman brought two other people who needed help. That way many started coming and he knew he was on a journey to help people in making them believe what they already knew but had forgotten. God is inside us and we are what we think!
This is true for everyone! We have always been told we have God inside us but the question is do we live by that? If God is inside me, then it makes me one with God which makes me the source of everything that exists around me. If I am the source, then it is upto me what I think and I can choose. So I would have whatever I would want but I would have to go and pick that up. It is like I live in a house, it is mine and has everything in it and everything belongs to me. But I have to go and use whatever I like for myself. Same thing is with this Universe. It is my house made for me and I can have anything. But I have to choose and for that I have to think, that is why I am what I think, because I would be able to access that power then!
