Yesterday came a friend, who had taken special time to meet as she wanted to talk about something. First she was crying that her husband’s business was not doing well and they were facing all kinds of problems. Sometimes they did not even have enough money to pay their daughter’s fee. While crying she started crying more that still I do not know, on every difficult point I have felt someone there. Everything gets taken care of. Though there is hardly any money came in, but still her daughter is going to the best school, they never had a day when they did not have food on plates, they have always paid their rent and they do not owe anyone anything. She said that I can never thank him enough!
When she said, “I can never thank him enough” it raised my eyes. I am stuck on that statement. We can never thank him enough.
We have problems, we have issues, we have fights, still everything gets sorted out. (I understand we should keep doing good and help others in their time of need like balance of good karma). So many times I have realized his endless grace on us. So many times I have felt like a miracle has happened. So many times I have felt like I was falling from the cliff and he caught me. So many times I have felt he has saved me while driving car. So many times I have felt that he hugged me when I needed someone. So many times I have felt that when I said who will take care of me and he said I am there. So many times, he made me sleep when I was restless. So many times he gave me courage to walk on the most difficult terrains of life. So many times he said that I am your your guru. So many times he has trained me on so many things. So many times he has lent ears when I felt there is no one to talk to. So many times he has been the best friend to have coffee with. So many times, he has gone out with me as a friend.
For everything, in one or other form he has been there. Can I ever thank him enough? Can we all actually thank him enough? His grace, his presence, his love, his support…everything is infinite.
I can never pay it back, what I receive from him. All I can do is hold my hands in prayer with lots of love in my heart and say Thank you! Still I can never thank him enough!
