I went to meet an elderly person. His son had left forever for America and he would have to live alone now. His son was sending money regularly, but he was still alone. He did not have his wife or anyone else. He had one servant to take care of him. I asked him, how he is managing and he started laughing. He felt managing? I am living my life! I am feeling so wonderful and peaceful. I do what I like and I eat what I like.
You see, I always wanted to live on my own and this is my opportunity. I am grateful that my son is sending money but I am thinking of reviving old contacts and start some work again. I am still very good at this. Then he shared his plans and many things. No where I could feel that he was low or lonely or upset about being alone in old age. When I could not hold myself back, I asked the reason for his eternal peace and he made me sit and said that I was upset initially. But Now, I feel I am more alive than ever before.
I am aware of my own presence and this Universe. I live my life because I am living it. I am running my life. I am aware of my own thoughts, how everything is responding to me, how I am creating everything and how people are good or bad to me. If I am feeling good then everything is good and even people around me respond better and if I am feeling bad, even people respond in a bad way. There is no one to be blamed. I am responsible. If I am responsible, i am responsible for my happiness too. I am responsible for my health too. So I have decided to become further responsible and take care of my life!
Amazing! I could see the power of awareness. Real peace comes from awareness. When you are aware you are simply happy and grateful. There are no complaints or frustration. It’s all oneness. It’s all your creation. The peace comes from being aware of your own creation rather than blaming. When it’s all your creation, it’s oneness.
Be aware. Be aware of who you are. You would be able to live your live in your presence truly. So many times I have heard people that I am actually living my life now, after I am aware of my own thoughts, emotions, how everything is happening.
Spend time with yourself. Ask questions. Know your own thoughts. Ask why it is happening. How am I creating things. How everything is related. You would see that how things would change.
