My mother almost had a heart attack when she got to know that her daughter was an atheist. I was 11 years old and told her that I do not believe in him. Show him where he is. Show me what he is doing for me. For me, you are everything. For me, you are doing things for me. I was not thankless. I was grateful to my parent. But I could not believe blindly in something which I did not see or feel.
But then life happened and in the toughest of times, when I felt no one could do anything, he was the one who was waiting with his arms spread. To hug me, to love me, to make me walk through the fire. And then it kept happening. And with every passing day, I could see what all he was doing for me. I could never doubt his existence then. I could just believe in him more and more. As I grew I realized, he is taking care of everything. Sometimes, he is there when we do not ask, sometimes he is there when we ask and sometimes he is there when someone else is helping. He is simply there and taking care of all.
But why today?
Well, why to surrender in tough times. I realized and I surrender everything. And believe me, since then life has been smooth and it keeps getting smoother everyday. We really do not have to struggle so much. We just have to keep doing our part honestly.
What I learned?
Well, wake up and surrender. Surrender when sleep. Be grateful its done. be loving he is there. let him be your part everyday. Let him manage things everyday. Why not yourself? Well, he exists and he knows better than me. Why shall I bring my small fragile ego in front. it doesn’t exist.
